Orange

as much as i like it here.. well ok, i really really like it.. but no matter where u go, the fundamental things just never change... the type of people you hang out with end up the same.. the type of activities you partake in end up the same.. the personality just never changes..
the surroundings might make you think... the experiences might make you wonder.. but in the end.. real change just doesn't happen too fast..

that's the evaluation. you still love the same types of thigns.. you're still attracted to the same kind of people...

for those people who are looking for a new scenery... for a new life... well too bad, that's all it is... new scenery.. haha.. and that just might be what some ppl are looking for, but sometimes its something more...

we still put our socks on one at a time... and we still wear the same clothes.. but what ends up changing...

that's right.. absolutely nothing

payce

so this really cute girl was trying to teach me how to approach girls... i'm just really wondering if it works.. considering i'm not brave enough to put this to the test.. or maybe i will try it.. who knows

but anyways.. ok... this is what she tells me to do
first make sure the girl is alone
then stand next to her and look distressed for at LEAST one minute
then pretend to just notice her and ask her if she's seen your friend... who's really drunk... who just broke up with his girlfriend and needs to vent his anger through alcohol... and that you're really worried about him... cuz he might end up doign somethign stupid...
then tell her you're coming back..... later... after you try to look for your friend...
then like 5-10 minutes later.. come back (she might not be there anymore though.. oh wells)... and start talking to her... apologize for leaving... then ask her hypothetical situations.. such as what a girls point of view is for your "friend's breakup"...
then when you're leaving.. give her your phone number...

so does that work???
cuz if it does.. you know the stylez this boy be using at the next bar...

peace!

song of the moment: Aly Us - Follow Me

so i can't seem to stop listening to the classic house channel on iceberg.com
i'm telling you that internet radio is really owning me right now... its got everythign from motown to early 90's r&b.. to 80s hair metal.. to well.. house like you wouldn't believe...
sometimes i think that it is cuz of internet radio that i havne't really been getting a lot of stuff done..
but then again maybe its cuz of all the drinking.. man i love being a student...

last nite i was at the peel pub.. and tonite i was at cocomo's.. not the best places but then again its all about who you're with right?...
oh yeah.. and couplings (the brit version) is really owning me right now too...

when do i find time to study?.. no clue whatsoever!... well as long as i get teh bare minimum done for now right?...

ah wells.. i'm still enjoying kingston.. i might as well enjoy it more before the weather turns... into a freakin winter wonderland

song of the moment: Coldplay - The Scientist

nobody said it was easy......

so here i am.. back to kingston.. which is now my home???.. is it really... the people i know, but are unfamiliar... the people are nice, but i seem cautious around them...

things are a lot better than i had anticipated for sure... but still.. nobody said it was easy...
people are homesick.. its only been two weeks... things should get better... i'm going back to the stars

things will be better.. its just all about the attitude that one takes in... someone already wants to go back to toronto from here.. is it a sane decision or is it driven by emotion...
i for one will try to make the best out of the situation.. how many more times in my life will i say i have this experience.. its gotta be treasured...

i just spent the weekend in toronto.. its weird.. things are the same but its totally different.. i'm glad i'm here...
its time for the change.. its beena long time coming

so i just had my first real full day of class.. it wasn't too too bad.. but its exactly what law school is... lots of reading and too much talking...
but other than that i've been around .. the orientation week hasn't really been my thing.. i dunno.. must be the loner in me.. but yeah, i've met some cool people... funny thing is that its gettingr eally cliquey and stuff already...
but i've met some people who are ok.. who knows if they're really out to backstab and stuff, but so far, its been ok...

hopefully it will only get better from here...

flying without wings - westlife

so i've been in kingston for 12 hours.. have met a few people.. there are only 4 ppl on my floor including myself... so its not as packed yet..
most people in the residence house i'm in are grad students and are pretty old.. either that or they're seriuos.. so it doesn't seem like they're up for partying..
everyone pretty much went to their rooms at 10.. whoa cow!!.. what happened to all the partying i've heard so much about.. i must be at the wrong place

but then again i think its good cuz it'll give me the chance to study.. i think...
but man i need some fun up in this joint!!!... good fun

time for bed... oh boy.. i don't think i've said that as early as i have .. ever!

so the clock is ticking.. in a few hours i'm moving to the boondocks... kingston that is...
at least my weekend was pretty good... tonic last nite, and tonite a drink with a friend at the madison pub...
a quick drive around u of t.. and a cruise along richmond and adelaide.. before calling it a nite..

there's definitely going to be a ton of things i'll miss about toronto, the great friends i've made here, the experiences... the clubs, the pubs, the lounges...
the rides, the girls, and everything else in between..

but starting tomorrow, i will start my life as a golden gael .. can't believe i'll be anything else other than a varsity blue.. but yeah.. i'm a golden gael... (What in the world is a gael, by the way)....

so that's it... good bye toronto, hello kingston.... my new life begins.. officially... at 8 am tomorrow... here's hoping that it will be better than anything else i've experienced....
so cheers, salud, skaal, mabuhay!

it was fun while it lasted.. i will be back... i promise

so well, as you know, i'm leaving for kingston, well tomorrow... (shit!.. i still need to mow the lawn, wash the car, clean up, and pack!!! eeps!)... but anyways... so i was joking around with a few friends of going to Tonic, for old time's sake...
i put this idea out on monday.. they laughed... really hard
but guess where we end up last nite..
TONIC!!!

haha.. yeah, seems like one of our friends had a birthday there and decides to have free drinks... as i got there pretty late, around 12:30AM, i decided that one and a half hours of drinking was waaay too little so decided to down like 6 drinks in 10 minutes... big mistake!!!.. my stomach was churning like a mofo..

on a side note, Tonic just isn't what it used to be, yes i still saw a few people that i knew from wayback playback, but have you seen the minors in that place.. ohhh boy.. they should go home and sleep or something..
i think there's a speical going on there.. an early bird special.. buy two 18 year olds, get 17 year old for free
oh yeah, baby yu played a really hype old school set... which i enjoyed, which probably 90% of the crowd didn't appreciate... oh wells, long live old age!

but anyways. once my stomach settled down though, guess what?.. my stomach was saying feed the hell out of me..!!!
so we end up at rol san
at 3:00
eating ungodly amounts of food

and today i woke up feeling like shit
cuz of the cheap msg they put in there
and i weighed myself
and i gained bloody 5 pounds!!!!!!!!!
so much for losing weight before school starts!
i feel fat

i need to mow the lawn now

so this morning i left myself a little surprise.. in my toilet bowl...
apparantly the city of mississauga decided to cut off my water supply into my house from 9 am to 5 pm today... or so it said in a hastily written note that was left in my almost no-traffic mailbox... with some stroke of pure genius luck, i was supposed to wake up at 9 am today... (cuz i needed to drop my car off at the mechanics and play 9 holes with my friend)...

and the even luckier part is that i had to do some businesseseseseses this morning.. and obviuosly, without water, the cake i baked was left in the oven... if you knwo what i mean... so yes, when i came home after a round of golf and lunch with some friends.. what was awaiting me...
a nice warm chocolate surprise...
and thanks, by the way to the water guys, cuz my water was on before schedule and now, at a little before 4, i am now surprise-less, and am doing laundry so that i may resume the wonderful duty of packing for my lovely trip to my new home...

oh yeah,... the golf game was horrible... i lost too many balls.. luckily, most of those balls i found in the rough today as well.. but still.. two of the most memorable balls were one that was ORANGE!!! and one that had the roots symbol on it...
that Roots ball is probably loving some tree roots right about now..
and that orange ball is probably laughing at my state of blindedness for not being able to find a neon colored object amid the sea of weed and grass, and gosh knows what else...
and yes, my putting couldn't save me even if i was on a liferaft off of easter island drifting to the caribbean...
yes it was a poor showing... too poor... two old ladies were doign better than me.. they were probably laughing at me... they were, i just know it!

oooooh boy, i need a shower...